Need
Need
Need
I’m detaching from needing
practically I require much less
than what I’m constantly consuming
no wonder I’m quickly dying
boundaries they’re set through
what is your inner knowing
throwing out my childhood conditionings
I’m slipping into a new pair of oxford shoes
and they just fit me perfectly
turns out I’m not a threat to me
we’ve roamed across the pond
over the states to a new country
nothing’s ever felt this comforting
I can still see the newspaper in the rain
crumbling
Flowering heart
blooming in emotions
stomach pregnant
solid foundation
birthing a new experience
playing in the garden
I can smell the fragrance
look at what we’ve planted?
Tis, but a dream
Isn’t it?
Lately
I’ve come to discover
I sleep so much better
on the nights we sleep next to each other
White Cadillac
top down
he feels like summer
I wish I could have protected you
from your father
you’ll never ever be a bother
I love that you keep showing me
how I matter
You gift others with hope
I’m so grateful.
Gerbera daisies
for the lady
kissed delicately
on the forehand
turn around
let me hold you
while your heart
it is safe to lay it in the shell of my hand
I use to mistake intensity for intimacy
now the nothingness
means everything
poetry is alive
and the knowledge it is in my possession
written in observation of a poised subject
he was the root of its divine evolution
surrendering to the fact that I may only hold you for this moment
but it is enough
because,love has always been the purpose
“New Beginnings”
nothing is inherently
sheer or unholy
It
thing’s
just are
what they
are
only to explore the realms of ‘it’s’ existence
so, we can ponder all of its forms in which it chooses to take shape in
Often finding
‘It’
Wasn’t what any of us could have imagined
Yet I keep having this repeating thought
In my head
“If I could come back
If I really could come back
I would do it again”
Lately I’ve been a slave to my past
I said I quit smoking, but I bought a pack
2 am strikes and there you are with a text
Do you know what it’s like to only be held during sex?
brokenly intact
she pushed me out the passenger seat and didn’t look back
laying my cuts down in the steaming bath
never occurred to me that I’d feel alone in a stranger’s bed
tasting the salt on the tips of his hand
too much wine and I’m seeing a fuzziness in my glance
Is it too much to ask you to stay for another glass?
oh how summer came to pass
beautiful boy, but he has me damned
I might have fallen for a man who just wants to be my friend
Poet